today...

sooo today was totally stressful and crappy... i had the appeal with the student conduct board and was so nervous i almost puked. they asked me a bunch of bullshit questions which i answered but i guess they didn't like what i had to say and they decided to keep john browns decision and keep me out of the dorms. im really pissed about this but there is kinda a silver lining of sorts. since i wont be living on campus i had to find another place to stay and lucky me i did. about 5 miles away from campus is a hotel type thing with furnished rooms that does long term rents. its a little cheaper in the long run and a bonus is i get to have my car there! so that's the plan for now if everything goes well thats whats gonna happen.