decisions

so now i am faced with a decision to make. do i fight for my right to go back to school or do i give in and try to find a way to move on at home. i miss my college friends terribly cause i never really had any friends at home there are not as many to miss. plus the newest crush is at school whom I'm determined to win over. this may seem like an impossible feet but i think i can manage. so the real dilemma i face is whether i want to continue schooling right away. i would love to continue at delval but don't know if i can afford it. on the other hand i might not be able to go back because of my grades and not having a place to live. if i can get everything figured out and get back onto campus there is still going to be the challenge of grades. maybe i should transfer to hacc for a year to get my gpa back up then go back to delval. that might work. if i do that i can work and go to school and when i have a better gpa i can go back the school of my choice. and hey now that i think about it the place i want to live in not that far from hacc maybe like ten minutes. it works out perfect. now my only problem is convincing rin she wants me to live there...