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i wish the world was a better place , i wish people could be who they really are on the inside, i wish i could be that, but the world has left its mark on me, beaten me down, flattened me out, made me into a wallflower, noticed but never really the focus of any ones attention, just fading into the background, on the edge of perception, this is where i was meant to be the world tells me, but i a tired of being to odd one out, the third in a crowd, never really fitting in with anyone b/c no one is who they are, i think only a few people would miss me, yeah people would cry for a little while but after a day or two everyone would go back to normal, resume their daily lives and just forget, i hate that i have never made an impact on the world, something for people to remember me by, something people want to remember me for, millions of people get away with doing nothing but i don't want to be one of those people i want to affect change in the world i just don't know how, or when, or where.